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Hate - Fear - Resentment - Anger - Fight - The Evolution of a Revolution - Open Memoir

 



I love music. It's like a book that's to be sung rather than read.
I like to throw in music that I don't even like, just to get a word or message across that somebody has set to music. Hope you enjoyed opening of Two-Faced yesterday...LOL
Note to Everybody: My type of humor may not match yours... That's Great!
Every single Child of God is Unique!



Left home yesterday just to get out, frankly. Rachel, my caretaker, drove me... It seems that whenever we talk, it leads to what's been happening in our lives, but mostly in the world--specifically the U.S.

About 5 years ago, her mother Tracey, called to ask me if I wanted Rachel to come and help me... I yelled out YES! And, now, about 5 years later, I still feel the same... But, yesterday, my PTSD was in its fullness and at one point I said that I needed more help... I said that I'm losing more skills. I was losing my long-time ability to spell--a simple word. She immediately scoffed, "I do that too!" And then proceeded to explain what happened... She called it Brain Fog??? She's in her 20s... Whatever that means? You know what, I felt a little better, if that makes sense... But the fact remains that my body is aging... At least it didn't start earlier, I guess...

On the other hand, when I woke up and felt like I didn't have anything to write about, the word Hate from our conversation came to mind... And then God's chosen song to begin began in my mind and I started singing without a voice--the song that I had learned so many, many years ago and still knew the words... This is The Day! The Lord Made This Day! We will Rejoice! And Be Glad! I found the song but, as I always do, started roaming options of who and how the song was being song... I found the second video...

And brought over both videos. To me, they, together, represent, how we as God's children continue to grow. Imagine, Create. How we continue to use the old, but move on His Spirit to update, add to, and communicate our own type of joy. Today's Joy!

And there is indeed a need to Celebrate the Joy of Jesus, don't you think?

Rachel and I had been talking about God. Me first. I told her she was going to hear a lot more from me... Which led into a deeper discussion where I verified that God never ignores His children, even when we turn away to learn about the individual we are or want to be... Through Our Gift from Him of Free Will...

Imagine that, without Free Will, we would all be like AI personalities, LOL. One voice level. Only words fed from mountains of information, but without any form of feelings... even if voices can be produced. BTW, I's not that I oppose further advancement of the use of computers. My resentment is of how it's being pushed in our faces by implementing without notice or, I know, user evaluation and guidance! But I digress...

At one point, Rachel threw out "What about Trump?" And I stopped. I really don't know what happened thereafter. I know what I immediately wanted to say, but wasn't sure she'd truly believe it...
Hate - feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone). Similar: loathe, detest, abhor, despise...

Sometimes, I find I don't know the right word for how I feel. I don't think I have ever "felt" the word hate...

I can only remember two arguments in which the word hate was used:

When, in response to my own PTSD I knew I must withdraw from a friendship that had become harmful to my emotional stability. The woman said, when I wrote to her, explaining the whys. She responded to me with You Must Hate Me. I said, No, but I don't trust you anymore...

The second was about 5 years ago, a member of my family used the word, backstabber to accuse me of something I had no idea what she was talking about. I got angry and asked "Who the hell do you think you are?" She said "I can say the same to you..." I learned about what it was about from other family members... But by that time it was too late for me, I needed to withdraw... My last words to her were "I love you but I Love God more..." 

Choose Today Who You Will Serve...

The next song popped up. I listened to the words. The Black singer includes the word hate, but mostly he talks about fighting... Because, Black people, especially, seconded by our Indigenous people who have been fighting extinction since white men traveled to North America, while Black men were brought to the same lands to be made slaves to those white men who wanted money, money and more money and had no willingness to see that All Humans Were Children of God!!!

Well, I can't even finish that thought because through all that, these people some people are calling themselves followers of Jesus who had asked us to Love our Brothers and Sisters...

No matter how hard it gets... Especially when we are positive that they are liars and using religion to manipulate just to get votes and take over the nation... Not!!!

Today? What I feel for Trump is, actually, pity. I can see that he is slowly mentally deteriorating because of his own hatred which was easily seen when he incited January 6th when he lost an election... Here is a man who had more money and riches that 99% of people living in the United States, can even attempt to comprehend having. I mean, what can you possibly do with more money than you really need, I have to ask. And yet, we are watching one man leading the entire nation, and world to a greater devastation than ever before. Because of Hatred. Who would possibly want to feel such emotions? It must be eating him up inside, don't you think?

BUT, there is no way that we all not fear what he can do to each of us. We've seen him in action...and watching people dying on the streets. Worse, we have watched people dying on the streets long before DJT. As those individuals who Hate have also killed. Oftentimes Black people by supposed law enforcement... The depth of depravity is much deeper NOW.

How and why has such hate and violence grown to overtake the Love God gave us. 

Even as the Pope speaks... Even as former evangelical pastors preach...


I'm not Catholic, the speaker in the last video is a retired evangelical preacher... I was baptized Baptist. I can remember when people who were not Catholics were not allowed in their church... Other churches have chosen this as well through the years.. Sad, but true. My inquiring mind always wants to know why something totally illogical to me is being done where one man or group of people turn against another man or group of people... "No comprehende." Even in another language I don't speak, it does not make sense to me...

So, seriously folks, how did the republican party scheme through past presidents who, like Nixon, were ultimately found unacceptable to we citizens, to arrive at where they have created the most corrupt political administration that ever existed. Yes, I say this because I see it. There is no hiding, there is no shame... So why do they continue to claim that it is christian-based?

Because nobody believes them. And we know God is Watching...

And, Is In Control, even if I get impatient. Fear, resentment, and anger comes in spurts but on an ongoing basis... I move from being Ok, and then hear the latest act against other citizens and cannot help but want to fight...

Through Words, Through Truth... And yes, through Love. My Love for God and Through His Guidance, I fight...

We've watched the evolution to full-out Hatred because Money has been accepted as a god to many...

But a revolution is underway as well. Having faced Hate in it fullest manipulative power, we will NOT bow to such hatred... We will not kiss the rings of the haves... the greedy, the haters, the users of violence...

Simply because we have so much more. We have God in our Lives and Hearts... And no amount of money can ever be comparable to His Love

Revolution - A forcible overthrow of a government or social order, in favor of a new system... Similar: rebellion, revolt, insurrection, mutiny, uprising, riot... regime change (vote), protest (speak out), strike (not buy from corporations), act of defiance (say the name of your abusers)...

We have watched as the evolution of the republican party choose a leader who commits violence. Rumors of another civil war has spread. Murders are made by the law of this political party, corporations have made deals with this administration, wars have been started for no reason by this political party. Billions of dollars are played with by this president... This political party has ignored the needs of this nation for the betterment of the haves... This is NOT OK

Revolutions has already been done legally. We Protest. We speak out. We vote. We identify the government to be overthrown. We declare the republican party no longer an official group representing citizens. We point out the lies (promises made) that were lip service to get in office. We will fight through Truth - Words of Truth instead of Lies will be repeated over and over and over... We watched on live TV the insurrection committed violently against our government and we work to condemn all those involved. Even though those responsible have been declared immune through lies... and the power given to a criminal...

We the People of the United States took the words of the Constitution as Truth. Even though it now appears that a group of white supremacists who wrote it actually meant something different. NOT OUR PROBLEM!



NOT OK!

God had already told us that We Were All Equal In The Eyes of God!

MANY serve God. Not a government of unbelievers and liars...

Just like the Black Race and other non-white races all over the World has had to fight against oppression. We now fight for the freedom that the republican party, paid by the Haves, are attempting to take away...

Remember, However... and Always, God Is In Control at His Own Time, sometimes sorry to say... Hey speaking truth for myself here...





May God the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit
be with Us Now and Always.
Amen

Gabby


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