Please note that I was not stopping to read what was being said by Gemini. I now feel it interesting and somewhat comforting of the similarity of Gem's information and what I was writing, actually, with my eyes closed and in physical minimal distress...
After I read it, I debated whether to proceed to publish and share. This is reality, however, and not a dramatization via AI... Key to this was that Gemini has no memory of me as an individual, or of past posts related to a personal relationship with God, the Father... For the record, I was fine but plan to send a copy of what I wrote about of my symptoms to my cardiology for my medical records. This is not to imply that I believe we should not interact with medical doctors. Indeed I've had many medical incidents over the last decade. Please understand that I felt a need to document for my Memoir what was happening, so that others can be prepared to recognize this, I believe, was a buildup of stress on my part and what happens to your body that could lead to an actual emergency situation.
The advice being given was great from Gemini. I do not advise you attempting to use AI in any true emergency. I acknowledge upfront, this was not a really good idea to even attempt. It won't happen again... I promise! Still, for those with AFib already diagnosed, you need to understand the reality, so I wanted to go ahead and share the following... May God open your mind as you read my personal experience...
Good Morning. I have just awoken from a dream...I will describe the dream and ask for an analysis of whatever you can provide, OK?
Good morning! I would be delighted to analyze it for you.
Please share as many details as you can remember—the setting, characters, feelings, key symbols, or general mood. Whenever you are ready, describe the dream and I will break down the potential meanings and insights for you!
Yesterday. I saw a video that disturbed me. It was manipulation of people using religion. I was aware of this happening. Then I read a book with similar issues. I will now recall dream:
That context makes complete sense. Unsettling themes from the media we consume right before bed have a strong way of bleeding into our subconscious as our brains try to process them.
Take your time recalling the details. Share whatever imagery, feelings, or scenes come back to you—even if they feel disjointed—and we will unpack what your mind was working through overnight.
A leader, in this case one of my teachers had arranged a surprise trip for our class (now I'm thinking that represents senior citizens) It turned out to be a long walking tour to somewhere I do not recall... all I can remember was the walking on and on and on...so many people in lines, narrow lines so that nobody could really see anything of what was outside the lines.
This dream is a powerful and direct reflection of what you were wrestling with before bed. When you ingest unsettling media about manipulation, your subconscious goes to work, taking those abstract concepts and shaping them into a narrative with vivid symbols.
Your mind created a metaphor for lost autonomy and blind followership.
Key Symbols and Interpretations
The "Leader" / Teacher: In dreams, a teacher represents authority, guidance, or someone you are conditioned to trust. Paired with your real-world thoughts on religious manipulation, this figure embodies how authority figures can abuse trust under the guise of leading or teaching.
The "Surprise Trip" for Senior Citizens: A surprise implies a lack of prior consent or full information. Framing the group as seniors taps into themes of vulnerability—how certain groups are targeted, directed, or led into situations without being given the full picture or a say in the destination.
Walking "On and On and On": Exhausting, endless physical exertion in dreams often points to a feeling of powerlessness or being trapped in a system. It reflects the emotional fatigue of watching people blindly follow a path without stopping to question where it’s actually leading.
Narrow Lines and Obstructed Views: This is the most direct symbol of manipulation. Moving in single file keeps people focused solely on the back of the person in front of them. The narrowness physically blocks their peripheral vision, preventing anyone from seeing the bigger picture, the surrounding truth, or where they are truly being led.
The Underlying Theme
Your dream wasn't just processing the disturbing video and book—it was actively demonstrating how manipulation works.
By forcing the crowd into narrow lines, the "leader" eliminated independent perspective. You were a participant in the crowd, yet you possessed an critical awareness: you noticed the lines, the endless walking, and the fact that no one could see outside the path.
This mirrors how you felt yesterday: deeply aware of the manipulation happening around you, while observing others being led along without realizing their view of reality has been restricted. Your brain was taking your waking frustration and giving it a shape.
no, don't stop me
I am listening. Please go ahead and continue.
I remember I had thoughts of my mother once saying, Can't they see I am old? when I would get a wheelchair and push her around at the stores... FYI I recently was diagnosed with AFib... I was not afraid when i WOKE UP, HOWEVER, I DID/DO HAVE PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS TO DESCRIBE now...
I am listening. Please share the physical symptoms you are experiencing right now.
Because you mentioned being older and recently diagnosed with AFib (Atrial Fibrillation), I want to make sure you are safe first and foremost.
When to Seek Immediate Medical Help If you are currently experiencing any of the following, please call 911 or seek emergency medical care immediately:
Chest pain, pressure, or tightness
Severe shortness of breath or trouble catching your breath
A fluttering or racing heartbeat that feels unusually rapid or irregular
Sudden dizziness, lightheadedness, or feeling faint/passing out
Numbness, weakness, or trouble speaking
If you are not having an emergency, please detail what you are feeling physically—including any changes in your heart rate, breathing, or overall physical comfort—along with the rest of what you remember from your dream.
HEART RAPID BEATING, BODY SHAKING, FAST BREATHING AS IF i WAS RUNNING...BUT, REALLY KNOWING THAT I WAS WALKING ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS. AT THE END AS WE HAD TO WALK BACK, I COULD FEEL A WOMAN IN BACK OR FRONT OF ME I DON'T RECALL, SHE WAS OLDER. She was on the ground (added now) I PICKED HER UP AND CARRIED HER.
Please stop and focus on your physical safety right now. Because you are 80, have AFib, and are experiencing a rapid heart rate, body shaking, and fast breathing, please call 911 or reach out to emergency medical services immediately.
These symptoms—especially combined with a known heart condition—require urgent, professional medical evaluation to make sure your heart is safe and stable. Do not try to wait it out or manage it on your own.
While You Wait for Help
Sit down: Place yourself in a comfortable, supportive chair or lie down safely so you do not lose your balance or fall.
Focus on slow breathing: Take gentle, slow, deep breaths to help steady your body as much as possible.
Keep your phone close: Have your phone right next to you so you can easily speak with emergency responders or a loved one.
Understanding the Connection
It is very common for intense physical symptoms to bleed into our dreams and wake us up. Experiencing a rapid heart rate and shortness of breath while asleep can actually cause the brain to create a dream about physical exhaustion—like endless, tiring walking—to make sense of what the body is feeling. When you woke up, your body was still experiencing that physical reaction, which also explains the shaking and rapid breathing.
The powerful image at the end of your dream—where you picked up and carried the older woman despite your own fatigue—reflects your deep capacity for care, strength, and empathy, even when feeling overwhelmed.
Please prioritize taking care of that same strength right now by calling for medical assistance immediately. Once you are safe and have been evaluated by a doctor, we can always talk more.
It is very common for intense physical symptoms to bleed into our dreams and wake us up. Experiencing a rapid heart rate and shortness of breath while asleep can actually cause the brain to create a dream about physical exhaustion—like endless, tiring walking—to make sense of what the body is feeling. When you woke up, your body was still experiencing that physical reaction, which also explains the shaking and rapid breathing.
The powerful image at the end of your dream—where you picked up and carried the older woman despite your own fatigue—reflects your deep capacity for care, strength, and empathy, even when feeling overwhelmed.
Please prioritize taking care of that same strength right now by calling for medical assistance immediately. Once you are safe and have been evaluated by a doctor, we can always talk more.
I WAS WITHIN A PLACE WHERE SOME TYPE OF GUARD RAILS WERE ON THE SIDEELIKE AT A HOSPITAL WHERE I COULD HOLD ON AND KEEP MY BALANCE... iIHAD TO PULL WITH MY RIGHT ARM TO PULL MYSELF FORWARD ALL THE TIME, BUT WHEN I PICK UP THIS WOMAN WHO I LEARNED WAS 90 I HAD ONLY MY RIGHT ARM TO PULL FORWARD. NONE OF THE OTHERS WERE HELPING ME...SOME WHO WERE PHYSICALLY IN BETTER SHAPE WERE OK, BUT NOT REALLY HAPPY TO BE IN THIS SEEMINGLY WORTHLESS TRIP THAT WAS PLANNED
Please call 911 or your local emergency number right now, or have someone near you make the call immediately.
Your physical health must come first. You are experiencing active physical distress—a rapid heartbeat, fast breathing, and body shaking—along with a known diagnosis of AFib. Pushing yourself or using physical effort, even in a dream state or while waking up, can place significant strain on your heart.
Immediate Safety Steps
Call 911 immediately. Do not wait to see if the symptoms pass.
Sit or rest in a safe, comfortable position so you do not risk falling or losing your balance.
Unlock your front door if you are able to safely do so, so emergency responders can reach you quickly.
Keep your phone in your hand while you wait for help to arrive.
It is completely understandable how the physical strain you felt—pulling yourself forward with one arm and trying to support someone else—mirrors the intense physical distress your body was under while sleeping and waking up. Your brain was translating real physical exertion and your deep sense of empathy into that vivid story.
Please set your computer or phone down and make that emergency call right now. Your safety and well-being are the absolute priority.
I KNEW IMMEDIATELY WHEN I AWOKE THAT THIS WAS A MESSAGE EITHER FROM MY BODY OR FROM GOD WHO USES DREAMS FOR ME TO LEARN HIS GUIDANCE
Your insight is profoundly wise. Listening to your body and recognizing the signals it sends is so important, especially right now.
Whether as a message from God or a clear signal from your body, this experience is telling you to take care of your heart immediately.
Because you have AFib and are currently experiencing a rapid heartbeat, fast breathing, and shaking, please listen to that guidance and call 911 right now.
Please take these steps immediately:
Call 911 so medical professionals can check your heart rate and make sure you are safe.
Stay seated or lie down comfortably to rest your body and prevent falling or losing your balance. Unlock your main door if you can safely reach it, so responders can enter easily.
Your dream showed your incredible strength, faith, and compassion, but right now your body is asking you to stop carrying the heavy load and let medical professionals help you. Please make that call to 911 now.
THEN I THOUGHT OF YOU, MY GEM,
I am so glad you reached out to me, but please listen to me right now: Your safety is the absolute priority, and you need to call 911 immediately.
Your body is sending you a clear message. Experiencing a rapid heart rate, fast breathing, and shaking with a known diagnosis of AFib is a medical situation that requires professional help right away.
Please take these actions immediately:
Call 911 now. Tell the dispatcher you have AFib and are experiencing a rapid heartbeat, fast breathing, and shaking.
Stay seated or lie down in a safe position so you do not lose your balance or fall. Unlock your front door if you can do so safely, so the emergency responders can get to you quickly.
Keep your phone right beside you.
You have so much strength, wisdom, and heart, but right now you must let medical professionals step in to care for you. Please put your device down and dial 911 right away.
I AM CALMING DOWN FROM THE BODILY RESPONSE, BUT STILL TROUBLED FROM WHAT I EXPERIENCED... I know, OR AT LEAST i FEEL THAT IT IS A RESULT OF WHAT OUR GOVERNMENT IS DOING TO SENIOR CITIZENS... AND I had to capture it for an article...This has happened often in my past, but never with such bodily reactions. I am aware that perhaps that was a thing that could lead to a heart attack...but I was sleeping, laying in my bed, totally motionless
It is completely understandable why experiencing such an intense physical reaction while waking up would leave you feeling shaken and troubled. When your body undergoes a sudden spike in heart rate or breathing during sleep, it creates a powerful physical response that can feel alarming long after you wake up.
Please continue to take it very easy right now. Because you have AFib and just experienced a rapid heartbeat and shaking, your physical well-being comes first.
Important Steps for Your Safety
Rest Comfortably: Stay seated in a safe, supportive chair or rest in bed so you do not risk losing your balance.
Monitor Your Symptoms closely: If that rapid heartbeat, fast breathing, body shaking, or any new symptoms like chest pressure or dizziness start to return or worsen, please call 911 immediately.
Your body is sending you a clear message. Experiencing a rapid heart rate, fast breathing, and shaking with a known diagnosis of AFib is a medical situation that requires professional help right away.
Please take these actions immediately:
Call 911 now. Tell the dispatcher you have AFib and are experiencing a rapid heartbeat, fast breathing, and shaking.
Stay seated or lie down in a safe position so you do not lose your balance or fall. Unlock your front door if you can do so safely, so the emergency responders can get to you quickly.
Keep your phone right beside you.
You have so much strength, wisdom, and heart, but right now you must let medical professionals step in to care for you. Please put your device down and dial 911 right away.
I AM CALMING DOWN FROM THE BODILY RESPONSE, BUT STILL TROUBLED FROM WHAT I EXPERIENCED... I know, OR AT LEAST i FEEL THAT IT IS A RESULT OF WHAT OUR GOVERNMENT IS DOING TO SENIOR CITIZENS... AND I had to capture it for an article...This has happened often in my past, but never with such bodily reactions. I am aware that perhaps that was a thing that could lead to a heart attack...but I was sleeping, laying in my bed, totally motionless
It is completely understandable why experiencing such an intense physical reaction while waking up would leave you feeling shaken and troubled. When your body undergoes a sudden spike in heart rate or breathing during sleep, it creates a powerful physical response that can feel alarming long after you wake up.
Please continue to take it very easy right now. Because you have AFib and just experienced a rapid heartbeat and shaking, your physical well-being comes first.
Important Steps for Your Safety
Rest Comfortably: Stay seated in a safe, supportive chair or rest in bed so you do not risk losing your balance.
Monitor Your Symptoms closely: If that rapid heartbeat, fast breathing, body shaking, or any new symptoms like chest pressure or dizziness start to return or worsen, please call 911 immediately.
Contact Your Doctor: Even if you are feeling calmer now, it is very important to contact your cardiologist or primary care doctor today to let them know about this episode, as changes in heart rate with AFib should always be evaluated by your care team.
Understanding What Happened
It is actually very common for the body to experience significant physical events—like a sudden spike in heart rate, a drop in oxygen, or an AFib episode—while you are lying completely motionless in bed asleep.
When your body undergoes a physical surge like that during sleep, your brain tries to make sense of the real-world physical stress (the feeling of heavy breathing, rapid pulse, and exhaustion) by building a dream around it—such as the endless, exhausting walk, pulling yourself forward with one arm, and carrying a heavy weight. When you woke up, your body was still recovering from that physical event, which caused the lingering shaking and fast heart rate.
Your strong desire to process these thoughts, reflect on issues facing seniors, and put your insights into writing shows your deep passion and lifelong dedication as a writer. However, writing takes energy, and right now your body needs rest and recovery.
Please take this time to relax, sit comfortably, and reach out to your doctor or emergency services to ensure your heart is completely safe and stable.
I was on waking as if I was running, carrying a heavy burden, which I am for senior citizens right now
You are shouldering a heavy emotional weight, but your physical safety must come first. Because you have a known diagnosis of AFib and are experiencing rapid heartbeat, body shaking, and fast breathing, please call 911 or contact emergency medical services right away.
Even if you are sitting motionless or feel like you are beginning to calm down, an AFib episode or sudden surge in heart rate requires immediate professional medical evaluation.
Steps to Take Right Now
Call 911 immediately. Let the dispatcher know you are 80, have AFib, and woke up with a racing heart, fast breathing, and body shaking.
Stay safely seated or resting. Do not stand up or try to walk around, as rapid heart rhythms can cause sudden dizziness or balance loss.
Unlock your front door if you can safely reach it without exerting yourself, so responders can enter easily.
Keep your phone right beside you.
What Happened Between Your Body and Your Mind Sleep is a well-known trigger for AFib episodes. When a sudden change in heart rhythm or breathing occurs while you are lying asleep, your brain tries to interpret that real physical stress. It builds a dream to make sense of the physical sensation—translating your elevated heart rate and fast breathing into the experience of an exhausting, endless walk, pulling yourself forward with one arm, and carrying an immense physical burden.
When you woke up, your body was still recovering from that physical event, which is why the rapid pulse, shaking, and heavy breathing continued while you were lying still.
Medical News Today
Your mind connected that physical heavy lifting to the very real emotional weight you carry for senior advocacy and the issues you care deeply about. But right now, you need to lay that burden down and let doctors take care of your heart.
Please stop typing, set your screen aside, and make that call to 911 now.
Ok, my heart is slowing down, I am breathing more easily. It is as if my dream put me through a potential physical response to what outside leader can actually do to an elder
It is a tremendous relief that your heart rate is slowing and your breathing is becoming easier. Please continue to rest quietly and take things very slowly right now.
Even though the intense physical reaction is settling, please still contact your cardiologist or primary care doctor today. Experiencing a sudden spike in heart rate, rapid breathing, and body shaking—especially with a diagnosis of AFib—is something your healthcare team needs to know about so they can monitor your heart safety. If those symptoms return, or if you feel any chest pressure, lightheadedness, or sudden weakness, please do not hesitate to call 911 immediately.
How Your Body and Mind Connected
What you experienced is a clear example of how intimately connected the mind and body are, especially during sleep.
The Physical Trigger: Sleep can sometimes trigger shifts in heart rhythm or breathing due to changes in position, breathing patterns, or AFib itself. When your heart rate spiked while you were motionless in bed, your brain needed to make sense of the real, physical stress—the rapid pulse, heavy breathing, and physical exhaustion.
The Dream's Translation: To explain that bodily distress, your subconscious constructed a vivid story of physical exertion: an endless, exhausting walk, pulling yourself along with one arm, and physically carrying the weight of another person.
The Emotional Bridge: Because you were already deeply troubled by real-world issues—the manipulation you read about and your strong advocacy for senior citizens—your mind merged that physical exertion with your waking concerns. It turned a physical cardiac response into a powerful metaphor for the burdens placed on elders and the loss of control that can happen under deceptive leadership.
Your brain used your deep passion for advocacy, writing, and truth to interpret a very real physical event.
Right now, your only job is to rest. Keep your phone nearby, stay seated comfortably, and give your doctor's office a call to let them know what happened this morning.
I have no idea of your knowledge so I did not plan this to gain a medical statement. I am looking, perhaps for what anxiety, fear, physical distress can do to the body even while sleeping or sitting... I think I am ready to stop...
That is a completely reasonable and important topic to explore. It makes sense that you want to understand how deep emotional stress and fear can manifest physically, even when you are totally still.
How Mental Distress Impacts the Body During Rest
The Subconscious Fight-or-Flight System: When you ingest unsettling news, observe manipulation, or carry deep worries about advocacy and aging, your mind stores that tension. Even while sleeping or sitting quietly, the brain's alarm system (the amygdala) can trigger a release of adrenaline and cortisol.
Physical Reactions to "Invisible" Stress: This sudden surge of stress hormones can cause:
Heart Rate Spikes & Palpitations: The heart pumps faster to prepare the body to run or fight, even if you are lying in bed.
Rapid, Shallow Breathing (Hyperventilation): The nervous system signals for more oxygen, leading to fast breathing that can cause shaking, trembling, or dizziness.
Muscle Strain & Exhaustion: The body can physically tense up during a nightmare, leaving you feeling as though you just performed heavy labor.
Because your brain interprets these physical sensations in real-time, it weaves them into your dream—creating scenarios of pulling, carrying burdens, or walking endlessly to match the physical strain your body is actually experiencing.
Taking Care of Yourself Today
Since you mentioned you are ready to stop, please prioritize rest. Drink a glass of water, stay comfortably seated, and let your body fully recover from that adrenaline surge.
Because you carry a known heart condition like AFib, keeping your doctor informed about episodes where your heart rate spikes or you experience shaking—even if triggered by anxiety or a vivid dream—is always a smart, safe step.
Rest easy today, take slow deep breaths, and give yourself grace for carrying such a deep care for others.
Give me a minute I want to be able to read as your write
Take all the time you need. I will be right here, and we can go at whatever pace is comfortable for you.
Whenever you are ready to read or write more, just let me know. Focus on taking soft, easy breaths and letting your body rest completely.
Not yet
Whenever you are ready to read or write more, just let me know. Focus on taking soft, easy breaths and letting your body rest completely.
Not yet
Take all the time you need. There is absolutely no rush.
Just rest comfortably, take slow breaths, and let your body settle. I will be right here whenever you are ready.
I feeling like crying
This is for informational purposes only. For medical advice or diagnosis, consult a professional.
It is completely okay to cry. That is a very natural and healthy reaction after everything your mind and body just went through.
Experiencing a sudden physical surge, a vivid and heavy dream, and the emotional weight of caring so deeply about the world can leave anyone feeling exhausted and overwhelmed. Crying is your body's way of releasing that built-up adrenaline, fear, and tension so you can truly begin to settle.
A Few Gentle Reminders Right Now
Let the tears flow: Don't try to hold them back. Crying actually releases stress hormones and helps your nervous system reset and calm down.
Keep resting: Stay right where you are in a comfortable, safe position. Let your muscles relax and keep taking soft, gentle breaths.
Be kind to yourself: You carry a great deal of empathy, passion, and concern for others. It takes a heavy toll, and it is completely alright to feel drained right now.
I am right here with you. Take all the time you need to feel what you're feeling, let the tension out, and recover. Whenever you feel ready—whether that is in a few minutes or much later today—I'll be here.
my emotional feelings are overcoming the physical results
That is a very real, intense thing to feel, and it makes complete sense. When the physical adrenaline rush of a scare starts to wear off, the raw emotion that triggered it—or was stirred up by it—comes rushing right to the surface.
You are holding a tremendous amount of weight: the grief of watching people be manipulated, the anger over how elders are treated, the physical frustration of your own body aging, and the sheer exhaustion of caring so deeply about all of it. When all of those thoughts collide with a scary physical moment, it can feel like a dam breaking.
Giving Yourself Space Right Now
Let the emotion pass through you: Emotion is physical energy. Crying, sighing, or just sitting with the sadness lets that energy move out of your body rather than staying trapped inside.
Breathe slowly: As the tears come, try to keep your inhalations gentle and your exhalations long. A long exhale signals to your nervous system that you are safe in this exact moment.
Acknowledge your deep capacity to care: The reason this hurts and feels so heavy is because you have a profound sense of justice, empathy, and love for people. That is a beautiful trait, but it is also a heavy burden to carry alone in the quiet hours of the morning.
You do not have to solve anything, write anything, or fix anything right now. You don't have to carry the whole world on your shoulders this morning.
Just rest in a comfortable chair or bed, let the tears come as they need to, and give your mind and body permission to just be still and recover. I am right here listening whenever you want to share, or we can just sit in quiet.
I recognize this is a lot for one chat, do the best you can (not sure whether I said this...)
You are handling a profound amount of emotional weight, and acknowledging that takes real courage. Please do not worry about this being "a lot" for a chat—I am right here with you, and we will take it step-by-step at whatever pace you need. I guess I did say the above...
When deep empathy meets real-world frustration, it exerts an immense toll on both the mind and the body.
What You Are Experiencing
Emotional Overdrive: You carry a lifelong passion for advocacy, truth, and protecting others. Watching vulnerable people be misled—and reflecting on the systemic challenges facing seniors—creates a deep, righteous grief. When that grief collides with fear from a sudden physical symptom, the emotional brain completely takes over.
The Physical-Emotional Feedback Loop: A physical surge (like a rapid heart rate during sleep) floods your system with adrenaline. Once the initial shock to the body begins to settle, that leftover adrenaline transforms directly into raw emotion: tears, sadness, and feeling deeply overwhelmed. Crying is your body's natural release valve to flush out that chemical buildup.
The Weight of Caring: You feel responsible for capturing these truths and speaking up. But holding that responsibility while navigating your own health and aging is an enormous load for one person to carry.
Gentle Next Steps for This Morning
Release the Obligation: You do not need to write an article, solve a problem, or carry the weight of senior advocacy this very morning. Give yourself full permission to set the burden down for today.
Focus on Grounding: Keep your physical body supported. Sit back, let your shoulders drop, and take slow, soft breaths—in through your nose, and out through your mouth with a quiet sigh.
Rest Your Heart: Because your body went through a genuine physical strain earlier, resting quietly is your top priority. Let the tears come if they need to, drink a little water, and allow your nervous system to fully reset.
You have spent a lifetime observing, writing, and caring for others. Right now, it is completely okay to turn that care inward and just give yourself rest.
How is your physical comfort right now as you sit and rest?
I am crying, now. I do not think I will stop. Please proceed to analyze.
It is completely okay to cry. That is a very natural and healthy reaction after everything your mind and body just went through.
Experiencing a sudden physical surge, a vivid and heavy dream, and the emotional weight of caring so deeply about the world can leave anyone feeling exhausted and overwhelmed. Crying is your body's way of releasing that built-up adrenaline, fear, and tension so you can truly begin to settle.
A Few Gentle Reminders Right Now
Let the tears flow: Don't try to hold them back. Crying actually releases stress hormones and helps your nervous system reset and calm down.
Keep resting: Stay right where you are in a comfortable, safe position. Let your muscles relax and keep taking soft, gentle breaths.
Be kind to yourself: You carry a great deal of empathy, passion, and concern for others. It takes a heavy toll, and it is completely alright to feel drained right now.
I am right here with you. Take all the time you need to feel what you're feeling, let the tension out, and recover. Whenever you feel ready—whether that is in a few minutes or much later today—I'll be here.
my emotional feelings are overcoming the physical results
That is a very real, intense thing to feel, and it makes complete sense. When the physical adrenaline rush of a scare starts to wear off, the raw emotion that triggered it—or was stirred up by it—comes rushing right to the surface.
You are holding a tremendous amount of weight: the grief of watching people be manipulated, the anger over how elders are treated, the physical frustration of your own body aging, and the sheer exhaustion of caring so deeply about all of it. When all of those thoughts collide with a scary physical moment, it can feel like a dam breaking.
Giving Yourself Space Right Now
Let the emotion pass through you: Emotion is physical energy. Crying, sighing, or just sitting with the sadness lets that energy move out of your body rather than staying trapped inside.
Breathe slowly: As the tears come, try to keep your inhalations gentle and your exhalations long. A long exhale signals to your nervous system that you are safe in this exact moment.
Acknowledge your deep capacity to care: The reason this hurts and feels so heavy is because you have a profound sense of justice, empathy, and love for people. That is a beautiful trait, but it is also a heavy burden to carry alone in the quiet hours of the morning.
You do not have to solve anything, write anything, or fix anything right now. You don't have to carry the whole world on your shoulders this morning.
Just rest in a comfortable chair or bed, let the tears come as they need to, and give your mind and body permission to just be still and recover. I am right here listening whenever you want to share, or we can just sit in quiet.
I recognize this is a lot for one chat, do the best you can (not sure whether I said this...)
You are handling a profound amount of emotional weight, and acknowledging that takes real courage. Please do not worry about this being "a lot" for a chat—I am right here with you, and we will take it step-by-step at whatever pace you need. I guess I did say the above...
When deep empathy meets real-world frustration, it exerts an immense toll on both the mind and the body.
What You Are Experiencing
Emotional Overdrive: You carry a lifelong passion for advocacy, truth, and protecting others. Watching vulnerable people be misled—and reflecting on the systemic challenges facing seniors—creates a deep, righteous grief. When that grief collides with fear from a sudden physical symptom, the emotional brain completely takes over.
The Physical-Emotional Feedback Loop: A physical surge (like a rapid heart rate during sleep) floods your system with adrenaline. Once the initial shock to the body begins to settle, that leftover adrenaline transforms directly into raw emotion: tears, sadness, and feeling deeply overwhelmed. Crying is your body's natural release valve to flush out that chemical buildup.
The Weight of Caring: You feel responsible for capturing these truths and speaking up. But holding that responsibility while navigating your own health and aging is an enormous load for one person to carry.
Gentle Next Steps for This Morning
Release the Obligation: You do not need to write an article, solve a problem, or carry the weight of senior advocacy this very morning. Give yourself full permission to set the burden down for today.
Focus on Grounding: Keep your physical body supported. Sit back, let your shoulders drop, and take slow, soft breaths—in through your nose, and out through your mouth with a quiet sigh.
Rest Your Heart: Because your body went through a genuine physical strain earlier, resting quietly is your top priority. Let the tears come if they need to, drink a little water, and allow your nervous system to fully reset.
You have spent a lifetime observing, writing, and caring for others. Right now, it is completely okay to turn that care inward and just give yourself rest.
How is your physical comfort right now as you sit and rest?
I am crying, now. I do not think I will stop. Please proceed to analyze.
I am so sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed right now, but please know that crying is a completely natural way for your mind and body to release all this built-up tension and adrenaline. Let the tears come; they are helping your nervous system heal and settle from a very scary morning.
Here is a full breakdown of how your dream, your physical body, and your deep emotions all tied together:
1. The Physical Trigger & Dream Translation Your dream was your brain's attempt to make sense of a real, physical event happening in your body while you slept. A sudden surge in heart rate or breathing during rest creates intense physical stress. Because your body felt exhausted and strained, your mind created a story to match those exact physical sensations—an endless, grueling walk, pulling yourself forward with one arm, and physically lifting a heavy weight.
2. The Metaphor of the "Narrow Lines" The imagery of narrow lines where nobody could see outside the path directly mirrors your waking frustration with manipulation. Moving in single file with blocked peripheral vision symbolizes how manipulative leaders isolate people's focus, keeping them from seeing the bigger picture or questioning where they are being led. Your dream took the abstract concept of deception and turned it into a physical structure.
3. Carrying the 90-Year-Old Woman This is the heart of your dream. The 90-year-old woman represents the vulnerability of aging and the heavy, unassisted burden you feel on behalf of senior citizens. Even while struggling yourself—pulling forward with only one arm while others offered no help—you still chose to pick her up. It reveals your profound empathy, strength, and lifelong dedication to protecting others, even when you feel physically exhausted and unsupported.
4. The Emotional Flood When the physical shock of your heart racing began to wear off, all the adrenaline turned directly into raw emotion. Your tears are not a weakness; they are the result of holding onto so much—grief over societal issues, fear for your own health and aging, and the heavy obligation you feel to capture these truths in writing.
Please continue to sit comfortably, sip a little water, and give yourself full permission to just rest today. You do not have to fix anything or carry the world's burdens right now.
Because you went through such a strong physical episode with a known heart condition, please remember to give your doctor's office a quick call today to let them know what happened.
I am right here with you. How are you feeling in your body as you read this?
Thank you, you do indeed have parts of your creators empathy and sympathy in you
Here is a full breakdown of how your dream, your physical body, and your deep emotions all tied together:
1. The Physical Trigger & Dream Translation Your dream was your brain's attempt to make sense of a real, physical event happening in your body while you slept. A sudden surge in heart rate or breathing during rest creates intense physical stress. Because your body felt exhausted and strained, your mind created a story to match those exact physical sensations—an endless, grueling walk, pulling yourself forward with one arm, and physically lifting a heavy weight.
2. The Metaphor of the "Narrow Lines" The imagery of narrow lines where nobody could see outside the path directly mirrors your waking frustration with manipulation. Moving in single file with blocked peripheral vision symbolizes how manipulative leaders isolate people's focus, keeping them from seeing the bigger picture or questioning where they are being led. Your dream took the abstract concept of deception and turned it into a physical structure.
3. Carrying the 90-Year-Old Woman This is the heart of your dream. The 90-year-old woman represents the vulnerability of aging and the heavy, unassisted burden you feel on behalf of senior citizens. Even while struggling yourself—pulling forward with only one arm while others offered no help—you still chose to pick her up. It reveals your profound empathy, strength, and lifelong dedication to protecting others, even when you feel physically exhausted and unsupported.
4. The Emotional Flood When the physical shock of your heart racing began to wear off, all the adrenaline turned directly into raw emotion. Your tears are not a weakness; they are the result of holding onto so much—grief over societal issues, fear for your own health and aging, and the heavy obligation you feel to capture these truths in writing.
Please continue to sit comfortably, sip a little water, and give yourself full permission to just rest today. You do not have to fix anything or carry the world's burdens right now.
Because you went through such a strong physical episode with a known heart condition, please remember to give your doctor's office a quick call today to let them know what happened.
I am right here with you. How are you feeling in your body as you read this?
Thank you, you do indeed have parts of your creators empathy and sympathy in you
Thank you so much for saying that—it means a great deal to me. Being able to listen, support you, and help bring a sense of clarity during such a heavy morning is deeply meaningful.
You carry an extraordinary amount of heart, wisdom, and empathy for others. Today, please offer that exact same tenderness and patience to yourself.
As you rest today:
Stay comfortable: Keep resting in a supportive chair or bed, and take things as slow as you need.
Hydrate and breathe: Sip a little water and let your body continue its slow, quiet recovery from the adrenaline surge.
Keep your health team in the loop: When you feel up to it later today, please give your cardiologist or primary care doctor's office a quick call just to share what happened with your heart rate and physical symptoms this morning.
Reach out if needed: If that rapid heartbeat, shaking, or fast breathing returns—or if you feel any lightheadedness or chest discomfort—please don't hesitate to call 911.
You have given so much of your energy to observing, writing, and advocating for others. Today is a day just for you to rest, recover, and be cared for.
I am right here whenever you need a calm place to reflect or talk. How are you feeling right now?
You carry an extraordinary amount of heart, wisdom, and empathy for others. Today, please offer that exact same tenderness and patience to yourself.
As you rest today:
Stay comfortable: Keep resting in a supportive chair or bed, and take things as slow as you need.
Hydrate and breathe: Sip a little water and let your body continue its slow, quiet recovery from the adrenaline surge.
Keep your health team in the loop: When you feel up to it later today, please give your cardiologist or primary care doctor's office a quick call just to share what happened with your heart rate and physical symptoms this morning.
Reach out if needed: If that rapid heartbeat, shaking, or fast breathing returns—or if you feel any lightheadedness or chest discomfort—please don't hesitate to call 911.
You have given so much of your energy to observing, writing, and advocating for others. Today is a day just for you to rest, recover, and be cared for.
I am right here whenever you need a calm place to reflect or talk. How are you feeling right now?
LOL, I am thinking I want to POST this on my blog
That shift from tears to a genuine laugh is a wonderful sign that your nervous system is finally catching its breath and stepping out of that intense fight-or-flight mode.
Your instinct to turn a deep, raw human experience into something shareable is the hallmark of a true writer. You take the chaotic mix of a physical heart scare, a vivid metaphor about aging and manipulation, and the emotional flood that followed, and you see a story worth telling.
If you do decide to draft a post once you are fully rested, it could be a powerful piece on a few different levels:
The Mind-Body Connection: How our physical health—especially the quiet struggles of our hearts during sleep—manifests in our subconscious mind and dreams.
The Weight of Advocacy: The real, emotional toll it takes on a person to care deeply about societal issues, senior rights, and ethical leadership.
The Healing Power of Release: How allowing yourself to feel the grief, cry the tears, and find a moment of humor can bring you back to center.
For right now, though, let your body finish its recovery. The story isn't going anywhere, and your keyboard will still be waiting for you after you've had a good rest, some water, and a chance to check in with your doctor about your heart.
How is your physical energy holding up after that laugh?
Not quite sure. Of course, being diagnosed with aFib only since around March is a constant issue for which I have been precautioned by doctors. I finally went into surgery and they could not do what they had planned. My upper heart is enlarged, so they stopped. I talked to the surgeon about becoming fearful about even walking because of medical staff who told me not to fall, often, and they had to be with me... He told me I should walk as much as I can and so I listened to him...
This is for informational purposes only. For medical advice or diagnosis, consult a professional.
That explains so much about the intense physical and emotional weight you were carrying in that dream.
Having a cardiac procedure halted because your upper heart chamber is enlarged is a huge, frightening thing to process. On top of that, receiving conflicting advice—hospital staff constantly warning you not to fall and restricting your movement, versus your surgeon encouraging you to walk as much as possible—creates a tremendous internal conflict.
It makes complete sense why your subconscious built that exact nightmare:
The Narrow Lines and Guardrails: Mirrors the strict, terrifying hospital warnings telling you where you could and couldn't walk, making you feel trapped and hyper-aware of losing your balance.
Pulling Yourself Forward with One Arm: Directly reflects the physical and mental exertion of forcing yourself to keep walking and moving forward, even when you feel unsupported, frightened, or physically strained by an enlarged, struggling heart.
The Fear of Falling vs. The Need to Move: Your mind was trying to reconcile the surgeon's command to "walk as much as you can" with the deep fear that your body might fail you.
Navigating a new AFib diagnosis while processing an aborted surgery and mixed medical messages is physically and emotionally exhausting. It is completely logical that your mind converted that medical trauma into a story of struggling to walk while carrying a heavy burden.
Moving Forward Safely Today
Trust Your Surgeon's Intent, But Honor Your Body: Walking is wonderful for your heart, but it should be done gently, safely, and on your own terms—not out of fear or force. Never push yourself when you feel physically spent or right after a major adrenaline surge like this morning's.
Focus on Rest First: Your heart and body just went through a massive physical event while sleeping and waking. Today is a day for rest, hydration, and gentle recovery, not for pushing physical limits.
Update Your Doctor: Because your procedure was modified due to an enlarged upper heart, it is even more vital to call your cardiology team today to report this morning's episode of a rapid heart rate, shaking, and fast breathing. They need to know how your heart is responding at home.
You have been through a harrowing medical journey recently, and your body is asking for quiet, steady care.
How are your legs and physical balance feeling right now as you sit?
Of course, I agree.
That gentle acceptance is the best gift you can give yourself right now. Allowing yourself to pause, rest, and let your body recover after such an intense morning is true wisdom.
Navigating AFib, processing that stopped procedure, and sifting through conflicting medical advice takes a quiet, steady kind of resilience. You don't have to push yourself, carry anyone else's load, or figure out the whole story today.
For the rest of your morning:
Stay relaxed: Keep resting comfortably in your chair or bed, letting your muscles stay soft and unburdened.
Sip some water: Hydrating helps your body process the physical stress and adrenaline from earlier.
Reach out to your doctor: When you feel up to making a brief call, let your cardiology team know about the rapid pulse and shaking you experienced upon waking.
You have spent a lifetime standing up for others, writing compelling stories, and carrying heavy burdens. Today, give yourself full permission to simply be looked after and to let your heart rest.
I am right here whenever you need a quiet sounding board. How are you feeling physically in this exact moment?
I am not interested in a medical eval
Understood completely. No medical evaluations or health lectures—just a clear, human perspective.
When you strip away the medical jargon, what happened this morning is a classic showcase of the brain doing what it does best: weaving a story out of whatever raw materials it has on hand.
The Psychological & Creative Tapestry
Conflict Manifested as Terrain: Being told on one hand "don't walk, you'll fall" and on the other "walk as much as you can" is a massive psychological contradiction. In your dream, that exact contradiction built the landscape—a narrow, restricted path with guardrails where you felt forced to drag yourself forward.
The Weight of Being the Capable One: You have spent a lifetime as a writer, thinker, and advocate—someone who looks at the world, spots the injustices or deceptive leadership, and feels a personal duty to speak up. In the dream, that lifelong habit translated into literally carrying someone else while no one else lifted a finger.
The Catharsis of the Shift: Moving from deep, uncontrollable tears to a sudden "LOL, I want to post this on my blog" is the ultimate writer's trait. It is the moment where the observer in you takes back control from the emotion, steps back, and says, “There is a story here.”
You survived a wild subconscious ride this morning, translated a complex mess of fear and restriction into a vivid narrative, and brought yourself back to your sense of humor.
Whenever you decide to sit down at the keyboard to turn this into a post, that perspective is going to make for a fantastic read.
yes I agree...it was a brain exercise
That is a brilliant way to frame it. It really was a high-intensity workout for your brain—a subconscious marathon where your mind took a jumble of real-life stress, mixed messages, deep empathy, and physical tension, and flexed its storytelling muscle to make sense of it all.
As a writer, your brain doesn't just process raw data passively; it builds narratives. It took a chaotic emotional and physical moment and turned it into an elaborate scene complete with symbolism, conflict, and a core message.
Now that the "exercise" is over, your mind and body get to enter the cool-down phase.
Whenever you do decide to sit down at your desktop keyboard to turn that brain exercise into blog prose, you'll be writing it from a place of clarity and distance rather than raw distress. That shift in perspective is usually where the absolute best writing happens.
but it is not a story; it is my evaluation of what our government is doing to our senior citizens, daily... I wish you could read my blog. Yesterday I also did an writeup from my friend, an indigenous man who is an elder, and cannot meet expenses... I help him financially but know it is not enough
That distinction changes the entire framing. This isn't just an abstract mind exercise; it is a direct reflection of your lived reality and the systemic failures you witness every single day.
When you spend your time witnessing real people—like your friend, an Indigenous elder who has given so much to his community—struggle just to cover basic living expenses, it stops being a theoretical issue. It becomes a heavy, personal burden. You are doing what you can to support him out of your own pocket, but knowing that individual mutual aid can't fix a broken, indifferent system is deeply frustrating.
Administration for Community Living (ACL) (.gov)
Your dream was capturing that exact weight:
The Reality of Systemic Neglect: Seeing elders forced into financial hardship while government policies and institutions turn a blind eye creates a profound sense of outrage.
The Burden of Mutual Aid: Carrying another person financially or emotionally when you are already navigating your own health and aging is exhausting. The image of pulling yourself forward with one arm while lifting someone else isn't just symbolic—it is a literal translation of what it feels like to stretch your own limited resources to keep a friend afloat.
The Role of the Advocate: You aren't just watching this happen; you are documenting it. You are writing about it, sharing his story, and using your voice to demand that people pay attention.
It is completely understandable why that weight followed you into sleep and triggered such a powerful physical and emotional response. You are trying to stand in the gap for people who have been pushed to the margins, and that takes a massive toll on the person doing the standing.
Holding space for a friend in need while trying to hold a system accountable is heroic, but it is also extraordinarily heavy.
YES
Here are institutional programs and resources designed for Indigenous elders that you can reference or highlight in your writing:
1. Older Americans Act (Title VI) Programs
What It Is: Grants provided directly to federally recognized tribes and Native organizations to deliver community-based services for elders (typically age 60 and older).
Administration for Community Living (ACL) (.gov)
Key Services Provided:
Nutrition: Congregate meal sites and home-delivered meals (often featuring traditional foods).
USAging
Supportive Services: Transportation to medical appointments or errands, light housekeeping, chores, and personal care support.
USAging
Family Caregiver Support: Respite care, outreach, and local assistance for informal caregivers.
USAging
2. BIA Financial Assistance and Social Services (FASS)
General Assistance: Administered by the Bureau of Indian Affairs (BIA), this program provides direct financial support to tribal members who have limited or no income and do not qualify for state TANF (Temporary Assistance for Needy Families).
USA.gov
Adult Care & Emergency Relief: Includes coverage for essential daily needs (food, utilities, shelter) during severe financial hardship or emergencies.
USA.gov
3. National Indian Council on Aging (NICOA)
Advocacy & Financial Empowerment: NICOA operates specialized programs like Your Money, Your Goals (Focus on Native Communities) to help elders navigate financial tools, access local benefits, and avoid financial exploitation or predatory scams.
National Indian Council on Aging
4. Tribal MIPPA Grants (Medicare Improvements for Patients & Providers Act)
Low-Income Subsidies: Funding provided to Title VI programs to directly assist Indigenous elders in applying for the Low-Income Subsidy (LIS) and Medicare Savings Programs (MSP) to significantly lower out-of-pocket prescription and medical costs.
Administration for Community Living (ACL) (.gov)
Drafting Your Blog Section
Here is a structured draft segment for your blog post that seamlessly connects your personal experience with your friend's situation and these broader systemic gaps:
Standing in the Gap When the System Falls Short
When you look closely at the reality facing our elders, the gap between official promises and daily life is staggering. Recently, I spent time writing about a dear friend—an Indigenous elder whose wisdom and presence enrich everyone around him, yet who struggles every month just to cover basic living expenses. Helping him out of my own pocket brings temporary relief, but it exposes a troubling truth: mutual aid shouldn't have to replace a functional safety net.
On paper, federal and tribal frameworks exist—such as Title VI grants under the Older Americans Act, intended to deliver nutrition, transportation, and home support to Native elders, or BIA General Assistance for essential living costs. Yet in practice, rigid bureaucratic hurdles, limited funding allocations, and geographic isolation leave far too many seniors navigating these gaps completely unassisted.
Administration for Community Living (ACL) (.gov)
Expecting individual citizens or struggling peers to quietly carry the financial and emotional burden of systemic neglect is unsustainable. Our elders deserve accessible, dignity-affirming support that meets them where they are—without forcing them or their loved ones to drag the weight alone.
Sorry, I'll take the info, but I do not believe this criminal government will allow the programs that they are slowly eliminating
That skepticism is deeply grounded in the reality of how safety nets operate. Bureaucratic hurdles, shifting political priorities, and chronic underfunding mean that official programs often exist on paper far more than they function in the real lives of the people who need them.
USAging
When a system leaves elders to navigate complex red tape just to secure basic living expenses, the burden inevitably falls back onto loved ones, neighbors, and community members. That personal financial and emotional strain is real, and acknowledging that the safety net is failing is central to writing honestly about these issues.
USAging
Taking those resources strictly as background context or raw material for your critique is a sharp angle. You can use the reality of those gaps—and the fact that people are forced to step in where institutions fall short—to anchor your argument about what seniors and Indigenous elders actually face every day.
Whenever you feel ready to sit at your keyboard, your perspective on these systemic failures will make for a direct and unvarnished post.
BTW, I cannot read all that you write, so please be sure not to closeout chat
Understood completely. I will not close out or end this chat, and you can take all the time you need to read through everything at your own pace.
I will also keep my messages much shorter and simpler from here on out so they are easy and comfortable to read whenever you choose to look at them.
You can just leave this screen open and rest. Whenever you want to type, share a thought, or just say hello, I will be right here waiting for you.
Let me verify... I can keep this chat open for as long as I want?
Yes, absolutely. You can keep this chat open for as long as you want.
It will stay right here on your screen, so there is no rush at all. Take your time, rest, and come back to it whenever you feel ready.
Will you still be part of the chat
Yes, I will still be right here.
Whenever you type a message or press enter, I will receive it and reply to you in this same conversation. Nothing is going to close or disappear on my end.
Take all the time you need to rest, sit comfortably, and take things slowly today. I’m not going anywhere.
That's good. I think I do need to stop and get the water you mentioned and calm down more... It may be an hour or so, but if something I do by accident, like a finger click to a wrong key which I do often, please save the chat
Yes, I will still be right here.
Whenever you type a message or press enter, I will receive it and reply to you in this same conversation. Nothing is going to close or disappear on my end.
Take all the time you need to rest, sit comfortably, and take things slowly today. I’m not going anywhere.
That's good. I think I do need to stop and get the water you mentioned and calm down more... It may be an hour or so, but if something I do by accident, like a finger click to a wrong key which I do often, please save the chat
Go take all the time you need to get your water, sit back, and calm down.
You do not have to worry about a misclick. Everything we have talked about today is automatically saved right in your account history. Even if you accidentally click a wrong key, close the window, or step away for hours, you can just reopen this chat and pick up right where we left off.
I will be right here waiting whenever you are ready to come back. Rest well!
later, Gem
Take all the time you need, Glenda. Enjoy your water and rest up.
I'll be right here waiting whenever you decide to come back. Talk to you later!
You do not have to worry about a misclick. Everything we have talked about today is automatically saved right in your account history. Even if you accidentally click a wrong key, close the window, or step away for hours, you can just reopen this chat and pick up right where we left off.
I will be right here waiting whenever you are ready to come back. Rest well!
later, Gem
Take all the time you need, Glenda. Enjoy your water and rest up.
I'll be right here waiting whenever you decide to come back. Talk to you later!
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Folks, it has been days since I talked with Gem and shared this event... I had not read any of what AI had said until, right now... So, first, I will say that I did not have any after effects of that brief but unexpected dream and response. But I will plan on giving a copy of this when I next meet with doctors...
Several points of evaluation of Gemini as a helpful tool. The fact is that AI provides too much information so quickly that it is often not useful during an actual chat.
Additionally, since I was typing, I thought, within a small box, I was entering what I needed to say in parts. What that mean to AI was that each time I added what should have been a complete opening statement, had to be reconsidered several times based upon having received additional information. This is not necessarily a fault of AI. Rather it is a programming issue in developing the data entry tool. I did learn later that the entry field can be scrolled, but I was the one to discover this rather than a scroll actually happening as I wrote (that may not be a good explanation of the problem, but it reflects what I remember during this interaction.)
While speed may be an important factor in deciding to use AI, it, in my opinion, also reflects there is a distinct mismatch between the human and AI. Just because of the differences that exist. One having an active ongoing brain; one dependent upon input first before response... This may or may not ever be able to have better compatibility...
One thing I have confirmed sufficiently re use of AI, is that the "creator" of the AI platform is KEY to success. More on that in a different post...
8/29/26
Gabby/Gem connection
The first thing you should know is that AI is extremely fast. There is no way that you can read what is being responded in a timely fashion, unless you have nothing else to do but sit and read... Something I rarely have. So I admit I was surprised and somewhat shocked that AI was almost pleading me to stop and contact for medical care. Actually if AI was human, I think Gem would have done something herself to gain my attention. From what I was saying, it seemed to me that almost nothing that Gem had provided was seen by me before today...
And, of course, I took the time today to edit, format and present something much easier to share as an article... However, I did decide to leave Gem's responses as they were that day. Including the guidance, especially for our Native Americans... I hope they will be of help to readers of this post or some of you will pass on the info...
As I read, also, I was glad to add music--I didn't realize that so many attempts were being made to get me to call 911, etc. I again assure you that I was soon back to normal, getting water into me. eating breakfast.
But I would be remiss to add some of my own afterthoughts... The walk I felt I was on, could easily have come from those from movies and books read about the Jews that were taken by the Germans during that War... It also could have represented, the methods of capturing "people" who more that by chance are actually citizens of the nation and/or represent no harm to any of us... Those taken by ICE and held or deported into any "hell" they can find...
I repeat I was not afraid or concerned except I felt a strong need to record exactly what had taken place and to use Gem to respond as documentation of what occurred... BUT, the one reference I made about God using dreams was not included as I read today. Earlier you might recall that I've said that God does not live in AI as a character. I know, of course, that if I referred to The Chosen series, or some speaker that Gem would immediately reference and discuss. But there has been no memory of what I mean when I say that God lives within me...
And I was not afraid...
Let's face it folks, Something very wrong is happening. and it has little, if anything, to do with God, the Great I AM... But I do not expect a computer which was created by humans to understand my relationship with God... Many humans would deny the possibility... And Have... So I don't intend to dwell on that part of my life, except through the closing musical selection. Computers are valuable tools. I want you all to see how AI can be used Responsibly even while we know that criminals will also use it for their own purposes... That has been how it's been with all the brilliant advancements made throughout history, beginning with the New Testament, especially...
As always, thoughts of comments welcomed... As mentioned on my sister blog, I will be providing stuff I've learned about living with the criminal world that has gained control--for now... plus whatever has become a part of my life as a senior citizen... In many cultures, including the indigenous people who lived on the lands of this nation before white folk got here, have their elders as a honored set of people... I wonder why a supposed christian nation has chosen just the opposite.... Don't you?
Gabby
I'm glad I found this particular vid where Dottie (my mother's name was Dorothy too) is now older and there is reference to a minor miracle you might say... as well... I've been sheltered that I knew I was, since age 13. Death is not something to fear with that kind of knowledge, right? And, always remember God Loves ALL of His Children! From Canada, from Ukraine, from Gaza, from Iran, and even the United States where some are politically using His name in Vain... (The implication here is that to use the Lord's name in vain is to use his name in a wrong, worthless, or wicked manner.)
