"Come on out, Mike," the man said in a deep, self-assured voice. "I mean you no harm. I'm here to help you." Help, my ass. That voice couldn't possibly belong to the one Milton's men had left behind. True, Mike had called for backup, but they wouldn't be looking for him in this dump. Besides, he knew everyone on the force and, despite the darkness, Mike felt positive this guy wasn't one of them. "Hiding is pointless. I can see you." It was a trick. Mike ground his teeth together, itching to pull the trigger. Suddenly, the need for revenge overpowered common sense. Mike felt a rush of hatred, so powerful it overtook all sense of reason. Like a slow but insidious poison, revulsion seeped through his veins. Scrambling to his feet, he lunged toward the silhouette in the darkness, still clutching his weapon in his right hand. With lightning reflexes, the man gripped Mike's wrist with one hand. "You ready to talk now, Mike?" The man's bone-wrenching grip dug through Mike's skin and straight to the marrow. Forced to his knees, then immobilized, Mike clenched his teeth, struggling against the urge to drop his gun in surrender to this strange and powerful enemy. "Who the devil are you?" The man chuckled—the sound echoed mockingly through the vast emptiness. "Ah, now that's an interesting choice of words. I probably should thank you for the promotion." Mike shook his head, trying to determine which words the man found interesting. "Go ahead and kill me—get it over with, you bastard." "Oh, rest assured, I've been called worse." The man sighed, then jerked Mike's wrist until his gun flew across the room as if propelled by some invisible force. "Your weapon is useless against me." "Oh, yeah? Why don't we give it a try? I'd like to see for myself." The intruder laughed again, a sick, menacing sound that made Mike shudder. "There isn't enough time for that." "I've got all night," Mike said steadily. "And I have tonight and eternity." The man sounded bored with life. "Trust me, even that isn't enough time." Mike shook his head as his own mad laughter consumed him, shaking the foundations of his sanity. This was too damned much. Why the hell didn't his captor just kill him and get it over with—put him out of his misery? What about Carrie? "Yes, what about your darling sister, Mike?" Mike's laughter died an instant death as he jerked his head around to stare through the darkness at the creep who still imprisoned his wrist. He blinked several times, continuing to gape at this strange man. "How—" "There's something you want. My boss sent me here because I know there's some way I can be of...service to you," he said in an infuriatingly calm voice, though there was an intensity to it that belied his more obvious attempt at sincerity. "All you have to do is name it, Mike, and it's yours." "Something I want?" Mike swallowed hard, feeling strangely desperate to reveal his need. It was a need more powerful and insistent than any he'd known in his entire life. It was almost as if this man drew it from him—reached right inside his core and yanked the truth from him. "Yeah, there's something I want, but you can't give it to me. Nobody can," Mike confessed before he could stop himself. "I'd give anything..." What the hell did he have to lose?
"Anything at all to—shall we say—turn back the clock?" His voice took on a mesmerizing song-like quality, luring Mike into a trusting state. "Turn back the clock?" Mike echoed, trying to resist being sucked in by this guy's hypnotic voice, but it was a constant battle. There was an odd, powerful presence about him, more significant than the superhuman strength which enabled him to hold Mike powerless at his feet. "Of course." The peculiar man gave a dramatic sigh. "Really, Mike, how else can we undo all that's happened tonight?" "What...?" A cold sweat popped out on his forehead. "You're frigging nuts, man." "Let's see—today's June twentieth, so all we have to do is make it June nineteenth. Right?" "Sure. Just snap your fingers and make it yesterday." Mike squeezed his eyes shut for a moment. God, how he wished he could really do just that. If only he could go back in time to stop what had happened, to make Barney live again. "So be it." Fool! he chided himself, trying to regain control of his thoughts and actions. No one could undo the horrible events of this night. Not even God. The man suddenly threw his head back and laughed out loud. It was a terrifying sound. Monstrous. A streak of lightning illuminated the mansion, sending dancing sparks to the tips of the man's fiery hair. For a brief moment, Mike's gaze locked with his. The man's eyes were— Impossible. Another lightning bolt revealed the truth. The man's eyes were red, glowing with a feral power that left Mike paralyzed. The flesh around his mouth tingled and he felt hollow inside. Now, even in darkness, those red eyes glowed, holding Mike prisoner in his own body. He had to fight this, whatever it was. This madman wanted something, and every instinct in Mike's body screamed in favor of escape. Every instinct but one. His need for revenge. Common sense rallied, trying to seize control for a flickering moment. Mike jerked his wrist, but the stranger held him fast. "I don't know who the hell you are or what you want, and I really don't give a rat's ass," Mike lied, unconvincing even to his own ears. "Mike, Mike," the man said with that same taunting, strangely soothing tone. He was like a used car salesman moving in for the kill. "I'm here to give you your heart's desire—what you want more than anything else. I'm going to allow you to go back in time." He chuckled quietly. "You said you'd give anything..." A sense of foreboding filled Mike, but he forced it into submission. "Yeah, anything. Everything." His voice sounded hoarse, barely more than a strangled whisper. Why was he buying into this jerk's sick game? Then the brilliance of those red eyes intensified, forcing Mike's doubts to whither beneath an onslaught of fierce hunger. Blood-lust. He would have his revenge. Satisfaction. And more importantly...Barney would live to raise his child. Madness claimed him and Mike barked a derisive, and strangely victorious, laugh. Though the bastard hadn't yet spoken the words, here it was, out in the open at last. Mike knew. "Yeah, hotshot. Even my worthless, fucking soul!"
You know folks, I am constantly amazed at the creative genius of writers! After reading thousands of books, reviewing them carefully, I find a much broader appreciation for the creatives in our world than ever before. Especially women... I could be biased or selective in reading what I want, so admittedly that bias could be just in my selection to read... So, I'm just close out that thought...you readers will have to decide whether or not what I have come to think is true--women are more empathic in presenting their thoughts to potential readers.
One of these books to consider is this one.
How many of you believe that this book would be banned by those who, perhaps, just see the cover and report it? Indeed, a demon is a key character. And, the way I connected this character, I point out that this was a man killed early in life--intelligent--and really didn't like his boss! One of his skills is mind-reading. In my opinion, he planned the ending himself! LOL Or at least the writer who created the character did...
You could ask how I could arrive at this conclusion!
I made the connections...
Slick came to Mike when he was lost in despair. He knew he would be willing to deal... He also knew that Mike, before long, would be sorry that deal had been made! He led Mike throughout the book...
Now, what is a demon? I checked Wikipedia and could have read an entire article on them, but I didn't. You see, I'm no longer afraid that they might be real...
And that's a major change from when I was learning in my early years about "these things..." Take for instance the children's song I learned
It was through a book I read by John R. Tucker, a study guide, that I first made the connection! This song did not follow the meaning of the Bible scripture... And yet, I had sung it so many times that even I could not imagine that it was not a joyous occasion about which we sang...
I had connected the creative joy from a song that did not support the words upon which it supposedly had been written. Instead, we were telling young girls who had been lazy and had not prepared for the arrival of Jesus that we could still sing Hosanna... that it was alright to turn to those who were prepared and assume that their oil would be shared...
There are many instances where I've found such issues of logic related to scripture. How did all that happen? But let's go to a very recent event in the U.S.
The nation we have now is based upon many connections, some of which have been despised by a few, but financially or politically powerful people. They had prepared for a specific man to lead. We all saw him as who he was...
Even though he was seen differently, perhaps through eyes that would not see... Or, could not see because of a constant barrage of words that were used, meant to stir some type of emotional response. It didn't even need to be the same issue... It only had to be one that was important to each who heard it.
Both Mike and Abigail had issues that were important to them. One was his family. One was her family...
One had lost a family member through violence and criminals--fear and retribution drove his actions thereafter... He lived in a world where people had long ago been separated by their personal feelings of good or bad--using their free will. He had chose to fight for the good, yet the fight never seemed to end, no matter what time or place he found himself in...
One had gained a child through rape and violence... Through the theft and loss of all worldly goods... through death of loved ones from the violence of war... initiated by those who were rich due to the ownership of slaves... One had known of slavery, yet when black people came into her presence, she made them friends and kept one close as she faced an unknown future...
Another Civil War had earlier been questioned during this republican administration... Now, wars all over the world are gaining further backing by those who see it useful for profit... Or for cleansing the world they want to have where white men were still in control of all things...
But to achieve that, many lies, cruelty, illegal actions are being performed... A book--Project 2025--was written mandating exactly what was required...and it started immediately.
They did not realize that the power of the people would rise up against them... Those people who saw the connections--the realization that lies and fear had been used to deceive the real agenda of those mandates. Few of us actually read the book... But many had already seen what was happening and knew it could, or would, get worse...
Abigail and Mike Connected... from across Time... from different backgrounds... from fear of criminal violence... from one race to another... from finding love after rape... just by connecting and trusting. Learning to trust can be hard when liars and criminals say one thing and do another... Whatever you're doing these days, start making Connections:
Even if you think it, that doesn't mean it is right...Stop before you believe that violence, hate, and fear can ever be the right choice with your neighbors, no matter who they are...
Even if what you are hearing is from your family, your best friend, or your spouse... You are unique, you have a mind. You have a heart and conscience... Listen to your inner thoughts and concerns... Do some research... Make sure if you think you are acting for the good? Make sure it's true... learn to trust again, by making the connections that feel and sound right to YOU!
I’ve noticed something interesting lately: that both conservatives and progressives are both trying – in their own way – to bring people together. Now, if you’re chuckling at that statement, I...
Hi Everybody, I hope you read this post first because I wanted to share my personal growth of what has evolved in my own relationship with God... It is quite interesting, or, I suppose, uniquely my plan for life as written by the Great I AM... For He has certainly taken my thoughts in early life and changed me into an individual who is quite the opposite of what an individual may be, given my background and family.
Before going further, I just have to hope that you enjoyed the last several videos above that kept popping up... Maybe when Bamm Bamm was over, the YouTube genies decided to continue the music... I loved them all--they have a wonderful message with lots of emotions!
I just finished Some Like it Hotter, yes, a free book that I automatically signed up for and really didn't take the time to know what it's about, although I recognized that the title was an offshoot from an old production...
These days I'm having problems with names, like most older folks ultimately begin... Yet, it's extraordinary that our brain still connects and continues to absorb. We may not remember just who we got the information from, but the importance of the speaker--his or her issue being covered--is able to be retained sufficiently to bring back the entire situation with the help of the genies...
Take for instance, my sharing of the latest from Harold Michael Harvey. I wanted to add a video for confirmation of all that he was saying... And, I was able to pull up a news blurb I had listened to through a connection of an issue to what Michael had written. One of the advantages of being able to do this is when people are like-minded in the truth of a situation...
So, getting ready to do my review of Some Like it Hotter, I immediately thought of one song, which you'll see leading that post...
The other immediately followed... Of course, I found it for use pulling it out of my memory of songs I learned when young... Actually, I learned the song earlier than Pebbles and Bamm Bamm even existed within the mind of some cartoon genius...
Some of you may have picked up on the fact that I'm a literalist as it relates to words (that's why I'm such a great proofreader, each word must make sense for me to continue to read, otherwise I correct or search the meaning). So, imagine, if you would, when I learned the song as I sang it then:
Mommy told me something, a little girl should know. It's all about the devil and I've learned to hate him so...
You know, I've come to realize that one song and more of what was being preached early in my life, affected me for most of my life. How? Well, listen to the words... Now I know what the intent was of whoever wrote the song... But... it was wrong to do so. Why emphasize that all of your emotions must be hidden--giving the impression if a child had been hurt emotionally, that they could not show it, but rather must work to let the sunshine in...Notice, it only names the devil... NOT Jesus... Thus, the name that was being repeated over and over, was not the name for Love...but...hate, fear, scared, worried, confused and any other normal feeling all of us must have as we learn to grow older...
I remember when "The Exorcist" came out, a friend or mine and I went to see the movie... I was so upset that I nearly fell when we were leaving and had to be helped to steady my walking... You see I believed so strongly in the demon and knowing they were real, that I became afraid, scared, confused... But I had to hide that feeling from my friend, just like I was taught by a song... Don't laugh. This is not funny. Science has shown that the basic age of a child knowing right and wrong is 4... That means that parents and a child's environment is affected for most of your life by that age. I had learned that the devil was to be hated... Yes, at the same time, I learned of Jesus Love, but that was not until I was 13 when I understood what that meant. My childhood fears had been ingrained by that time...
A child who is influenced in any way by a religious life can be affected for the rest of their life... I was...
It was not until I was 18 in my first job on a campus with many diverse people, that I learned just how many people there were who didn't look or speak like me. But, that they were...people...just...people... My first two friends when I left for school outside of my small hometown, were a black girl and a white catholic girl (the latter about which I had read small brochures shared by my southern baptist pastor uncle who spoke against that church). But, thankfully, my brain was functioning by that time... Carolyn and Marian were two girls who had immediately opened their lives to me a stranger and we were no different than friends should be, other than that one happened to be black and one happened to be going to a "questionable" church according to my uncle... So, it was about the 7th grade in school when I started questioning Truth...
To close out, briefly, being on a DEI campus for over 30 years, and then on top of that, seeing what has happened through a political party doing so much harm for no "good" reason other than power and control, I'm going to say just one thing... We can BEAT THE "D"--no matter what it stands for. THROUGH THE LOVE OF GOD!
I'll be posting on this book, as usual, for Book Readers Heaven, but while I was reading, I found myself again wondering... How does a single book get to my attention at a time when they seem most appropriate for TODAY?
This book takes us back to the beginning of time and presents, mainly, the ongoing arguments between religion and science... My faith in God is real. There is no questions in my mind that there is the Great I AM!
Other than that, and as you already know, I do not even know what "Conservatives" are supposed to be as it relates to politics. E.G., I'd never heard of Charlie Kirk until he was...dead... What I mean by that is that, apparently wherever this man was, he was never on any of the news stations I've watched. So, this morning, a video pops up as I was looking for the book trailer for Old Earth.
I was not impressed. There I said it. But, really, folks, when an announcement that somebody is dead, do you immediately go into mourning? Even when you don't know or even of the individual? I don't and never did... Death is a natural event, even though moving toward it is extremely tedious at times... LOL
I can generally quickly form an opinion about somebody I don't know--I watched this video for 10 minutes. And I became sad... Sad that this man who is obviously intelligent has chosen to speak for Trump and Conservatism to our young people. It is clear that there was no early distribution of material of any kind. Questions were asked and answered. In my opinion, by Kirk, snidely. And he did it on purpose, so that "conservative" students would pick up on his attitude toward the speaker who was unprepared, but still very sincere about their opinions... But, totally unprepared for a master manipulator of a speaker...
In any event, I add that, just because the video poked itself into my face on YouTube...
But it does lead to the activities now underway, by this administration, to snidely take over higher education... After all, I had watched this closely since I'd spent the majority of my life on a university campus...
So, as it happens, the main character is a professor now at Yale but had just arrived from Harvard... which led me to enjoy comparing some of the details in Old Earth, with my own life... I remember, in particular, I was in our Physics Department area when one of the vice-presidents and a distinguished professor who was teaching in the department walked by. I was introduced as we passed in the hall and I explained my role in support of the academic program, including in Hodges Hall... I have no idea how we got on the science/religion discussion. Nor do I remember what issues we discussed. From my standpoint, as mentioned above, I was firm in my belief in God... Finally, the professor gave up and we laughed as we parted...
Obviously, it was easy for me to ponder just when my faith had been formed. A thought passed in my mind. I remember a discussion or a moment of reflection when, logically, I had concluded to myself that it made no sense to be waiting for Heaven--I expected it right then, while I was living... At the same time, last night, I thought about this decision, I felt a flash of heat that accompanies my awareness of His presence... A God Incident confirmed as I was reading this book, that I had known from that point on, during my early life, that God lived within me...literally...
It is said that we must come to Christ as a child of God. Perhaps sometime as I would sing this song, I knew it was true--perhaps at 13 when I was baptized. Details like that are really not important, rather it is the awareness that we have the ability to listen, learn, and be guided daily as we open our minds to that option...
Thus, reading this book does not raise the type of questions that somebody like Charlie Kirk would challenge young people with...How old is the earth? To me, it is irrelevant. Do I accept creation or evolution... It is not something that needs to be established as right or wrong, because we are always learning...more... Take for instance, the Bible. how you see it and use it as part of your life is related to how you view God's living today! Either He is alive in you...or not... The Bible does not provide the day upon which a child of God turns and opens her heart to God, does it? It is not recorded for historical purposes there... Because God is NOW... He is living and guiding all of us NOW...
The point of writing this right now is that Old Earth brings us into this type of separation that is being used right now in the United States. Students are brought into one setting for an architectural summer site investigation. Science and Religion are going to be brought forward in moving forward in what happens. Those differences are based upon each individual's relationship with religion; i.e., what they have come to believe is true as opposed to what they believe about his or her relationship with God... There is a difference...
“Time. Time is how we measure our lives. It is the space we inhabit as we figure out the manner in which to fill it. We wear time. We breathe time. We run…” Kavanaugh paused, “we run out of it.”
“Insightful,” Gruber noted. “I prefer to consider Tennessee Williams’s view from The Glass Menagerie. ‘Time is the longest distance between two places.’”
Kavanaugh liked the quote. The longest distance between two places.
“And the job, no the duty you’re inheriting, is to maintain that critical distance between the two places that we guard. Then and now.”
Now is always the point we daily consider...
And what is happening in the United States is unlike any other since the first landing on North America.
However, one of the bases upon which things are being done NOW, is based upon religion. A religion that has, for many, remained stagnant, or even new, as they first come as young people to consider who exactly created the world in which we live. There is one book that has traditionally been used...
Yet through science, books that had been lost or hidden are now available to all of us, which places a much different slant on what is now happening. Even the Pope has spoken and acted on today's world. Many ministers are speaking out against how religion is being skewed...