Countdown to... I Could Feel it Happening... My mind didn't stop working... Too Many Machines... Nobody Talking...

 

First, my use of this video really has nothing to do with space travel... In my world, the owner and financial backer for these space travel issues had already severely damaged the planet earth and many individuals in particular, as well as thousands of deaths that never should have happened... With his first demolition of USAID...

I have come to think of my mind as a planner--one that automatically retains information that I may need, will need, or need to actually keep living... Then there are those machines in the world that, in reality, have become a trigger. The trigger is each incident that results in a machine failing to act to complete its job...

When I was diagnosed officially by a change in medical terminology, with Job Burnout, my mind spent quite a bit of its time being upset with what it was watching. LOL The following is an update statement that it is NOT a medical condition, with which I agree. I was originally placed under Clinical Depression at the time I was requesting a medical leave of absence. I had successfully been in my job for years and moving upward in management. Then another layer of supervision was introduced. That individual immediately pulled my director upward preparatory to his dismissal--that how's WVU administrators allowed their newly appointed line authority managers to manipulate their new organizational structure... A very very small version as to what has been allowed within the federal government leadership which includes unprecedented chaos.

Burn-out an "occupational phenomenon": International Classification of Diseases
28 May 2019 Departmental update

Burn-out is included in the 11th Revision of the International Classification of Diseases (ICD-11) as an occupational phenomenon. It is not classified as a medical condition.

It is described in the chapter: ‘Factors influencing health status or contact with health services’ – which includes reasons for which people contact health services but that are not classed as illnesses or health conditions.

Burn-out is defined in ICD-11 as follows:

“Burn-out is a syndrome conceptualized as resulting from chronic workplace stress that has not been successfully managed. It is characterized by three dimensions:f

feelings of energy depletion or exhaustion;
increased mental distance from one’s job, 

or feelings of negativism or cynicism related to one's job; and
reduced professional efficacy.

Burn-out refers specifically to phenomena in the occupational context and should not be applied to describe experiences in other areas of life.” Continue at...World Health Organization if more information needed...

I was happy to see this latest update stating that Job Burnout is NOT a medical disease. I had been classified for my medical leave under clinical depression. Key for me was that my responses had been created by management manipulation that resulted in a major shift that proved to be almost a complete shift in how our small organization had operated. Think what happened when Project 2025 was immediately implemented without any type of preparation, employee counseling, or program evaluation and planning... You might say, I was equivalent to the head of USAID when his entire unit was deleted. Yes, the impact was not as dramatic given the scope of that unit's responsibility. But it was similar in the educational environment on the campus since our work was, first, responsive to the academic facilities utilization of all deans, directors, and student activities, including classroom placement and scheduling. We functioned in a multi-semester environment with a strict schedule...as a minimal scope to share in relation to this discussion.

The point is that, not once did any new management sit down and even attempt to discover how we operated and what each individual handled. Just like this administration did!

Yes, just like the Trump administration/republican party planned... While I watched peripherally, each action by Mr. Trump--I refuse to identify him by a title he doesn't deserve, as many have declared--I was often thrown back into time, so that for the last decade, I have been in and out of PTSD due to the actions outside my control and the control of each citizen of the United States... Who are supposed to be the leaders of our democratic nation...

Two decades had gone by and I was still on medication for Job Burnout's changes to my brain. I had learned that I had two openly emotional responses that, often, were not controllable. I would either cry or grow angry. Believe me, I do not like when I become angry. But, as the saying goes, "It is What It Is."

I have learned when a trigger is set off. I am able to withdraw 99% of the time. Turn away from what has triggered me. Read a book, if it is a book in which I can sink. Or, I choose a cozy which is lighter in complexity but fun. Or go to sleep to calm myself... Normally by the next day, my mind has stopped flipping from one thing to another... And I can have a routine day of reading/writing/blogging.

Until the time when a buildup of tension has occurred. It can be caused by another death by ICE, another child being used to capture its parents... I could go on... Each time the scripture comes to my mind and I hear Jesus saying... "What you do unto the least of these you do unto Me." And I can't understand how those who lived as a christian had been so swayed...by...political...manipulation... See the last video used yesterday to hear another say what I feel at that time... That's how I know, because there are many others like me, who say that this use of religion for political reasons will fail... We will respond to God's Truth and guidance...

But no matter what you know--you know Truth. The body that has been abused in some way has been affected. It can be by regular aging, or some other problem. The worst, of course, is Alzheimer or some other aging of the mind that has failed in cognitive thinking. That is the cruelest tragedy...

And that's, frankly, why I don't understand what drives those who I see are actually using the mind of DJT, as corroded as it has become, given the access he has to actual devastation... Or are their money-driven minds too destroyed as well? Not knowing is a kind of hell itself, isn't it?

So that's when I pull up my connection and see what His musical message is in response to what I've written...

I figure God must have a computer open at all times...because the above song was waiting... Don't believe it? Hey, just believe in His miracles and that He loves his children...

To Be Continued...