Sharing A God Incident in Progress -Third dream - My Personal Testimony... This is My Truth and Love Through God
Notes from dream: russian voice, daughter, wanting to have me play on Sunday, are you sure? daughter, apologized, read blog/talk blog with father... How do you know...
Result after pieces of dream analyzed - Testimony re Holy Spirit
Good Morning! Woke up at 3 AM and soon was roaming over the many things that I would include in My Testimony...But, as I thought about it, I want to share it as I write it in draft, also... And, as I had thoughts fly through my mind, the above song came into my mind. YES! That would be the first song to be used...
I don't remember a time when I was not in church as a young child. My widowed mother made sure that her four children was there every time the church opened... My early life was spent singing children's songs, learning sufficient enough knowledge to play hymns for church sometimes...
I was baptized at age 13. I was then old enough to begin to form my own thoughts about this new experience. Songs were the basis upon which I built my prayer life. You see, I don't really pray for this or for that. We didn't pray before meals at home, except on Sunday when the preacher and his wife came for dinner. That's really not trying to be funny. It merely reflects our early life. All I can remember was that my Mom was always working and we grew into a family that took our food and watched television when we were able to first buy one.
I was born as a fatherless child. I've often wondered how I would have been if that had not been so. My father, Glenn, was killed in a mine accident when Mom was already pregnant. I was named after him. But, I never knew what a father was, until I was 13 and became a child of God, officially, that is...
I had already begun learning, listening, and then accepting the words I learned in song... It was then, even that young I questioned words, attempted to learn exactly what they meant when I said them. So I began to form my personal relationship with God. Right now, He's telling me He was watching...
These two songs were most important to my life... One was telling me that I was being invited personally to open the door to Jesus. The other was me asking that Jesus come into my heart. I took words literally. I think I've always known that God was inside of me...always...no matter if I KNEW what that meant or not...
At first after joining the church and being baptized, officially, LOL, I started paying attention to the rituals that were part of the Baptist Church, where we worshipped.
We spoke the Apostle's Creed each Sunday...
I believe in God,
the Father almighty,
Creator of heaven and earth,
and in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died and was buried;
he descended into hell;
on the third day he rose again from the dead;
he ascended into heaven,
and is seated at the right hand of God the Father almighty;
from there he will come to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and life everlasting.
Amen.
It was at that time I started to connect, working to learn, working to understand. I formed my own interpretation from these two set of words that I heard often in church. God was my Father, Jesus was my Friend, and the Holy Spirit was God living inside of me... I pause here to mention that at no time, was The Apostle's Creed actually explained. At this present time, I find this as part of the problem. Religions have been created; people were told what to believe... Well, even then, I knew I was a Baptist--whatever that meant--and not a Catholic which one of my best friend was, so I began to question... As I read this from the internet, I notice that the c is not capitalized in this version. But, frankly, that doesn't make sense either. So I looked up the word and it means all-embracing! Now it makes sense with my personal understanding... God is God, no matter what different people call him... Me, I've been members of Baptist and Methodist churches... I've attended Presbyterian churches, and monastery prayer meetings, so I've been following the definition of the word, loving all neighbors...Anyway, I digress...
I've read much since around age 13, you know, but I've never needed to change my interpretation of my relationship...God resides in Me... my body, my life... And, even, when I've turned away to explore Me, the human, He was within me. I knew that, but it was just like a period of exploration... Well, God, I need to know more about Where I live... That started, of course, when I was graduated from high school and began working at age 18.
By then, however, I had also been changed as a human. Through men I had learned of my sexuality. The church doesn't teach it. My family didn't speak of it as an issue, other than hand me a book on beginning menstruation. Those men were, obviously, members of the church. That continued throughout my life at one time or another. I was a pretty child, without a father, but that should never have meant that I was "available..."
Early in my teens, after being baptized, I did one of the things that many people try. to allow the Bible to open and it could tell you a message from God... I did that once. It opened, really it did, to a page talking about family... I don't know whether it was my early abuse or not, but my immediate reaction was...doubt... I wasn't sure I ever wanted to be a wife and mother. I've always believed that God heard my thoughts. I have never married and have had no real desire to. Yes, I explored the sexuality that had been awaken much too early. In various ways. I have chosen not to write about those experiences as I originally planned. Today's world is so sexualized that anything I say in a testimony would be duplicative of all the millions of stories that have been forced upon girls and women... by religious men...
When I was 18, I was fully prepared for a work world. I planned early to be a secretary. This seems contrary since at that time, most bosses were men, but I was naïve about most worldly things. I wanted to help somebody. My older sister had taken a business college degree when she changed her mind about being a nurse. I saw that what she had to pay to be taught, I had learned by taking the commercial course in high school. I was hired in July of the year I graduated by the Office of Personnel at West Virginia University.
I had no future career goals specifically for many years. I was happy in all the jobs I was in. Things opened up and I chose to accept upgrades as available...Many years flew by.
During that period, I can't remember the year, I was asked to go with a friend to a meting of the Full Gospel Business Men's Association. Which reminds me to say that I am not a "man" hater. Rather I preferred to stay away from those who choose to treat women as some do... Full gospel meant exactly that. At one meeting I was baptized with the Holy Spirit to speak in tongues. At another, I was given a gift of prophesy to share a message with a local pastor. Interestingly, it was from that church who that pastor retired, that I met the new female one for whom I served as her representative to get her book published... Or should I say that connections were already beginning to take place in my life preparatory for my leaving my professional career at WVU.
A major change in the hierarchy of the University's administration area was made. They added an additional layer between deans and director and the presidential cabinet. That was the beginning of the end. For me. Here was a layer of men, in my case, who knew nothing about what my duties were and didn't try to find out... I was forced to hire people or work with people who took no time to learn anything, they simply wanted to do what their professional training was, without regard to working within a total office environment. Ultimately it led to my doctor saying, "Choose your job or your life." I was diagnosed with what has been accepted and recorded as "Job Burnout." I chose life. I retired, having sufficient years in service, to retire with full benefits coverage.
My favorite scripture - made into song
I Will life up my eyes unto the hills...
I knew I could not afford to continue to live in my condo.
My brother-in-law's mother had died and they had to sell their home, since his father had already died. Bill was the executor.
I was able to buy it with the money I got from selling my condo.
Before I had left the University, I had started working with a former secretarial supervisor who was now a small Christian publisher and learned about publishing a book. Later, we moved into a book review site activity.
I've been reviewing books for more than 20 years...
It was in the 7th grade when I met and grew to be friends with the first Black girl I had a relationship with. On campus, then, I was to meet people from all parts of the world. I discovered that people were the same no matter what their religion, sex, or nationality. Some were good; some were bad... It was not until 2015 when I began to meet evil...and it was those in politics...
It was then I began to feel God so much more closely... In fact, it seems his selections of music are being made before I even get to think how to continue writing... Yes, Jesus is Laughing... as I continue to type for much longer than I had thought I would...
You see, that is why I know that God is speaking across the world through Book Readers Heaven, where I have been led to merge the world's religious/political worlds into something that has gotten out of control and far from God's Love and Truth... I know it... But I believe I am to tell you all that read this testimony that God indeed loves each one of his children. That not one is special--all are special in one way or another. What each of us does with Him is entirely in our hands. We either choose Him as I did early in my life and learn enough to understand that He is indeed living in each of us... Or we ignore the great I AM, choosing to have a religion without His Love and Truth...
It's been 2000+ years since the birth of His Son. Two Thousand Years!!!!
The variety of religions that have been built by man have varied widely...Beliefs systems have been created, edited, rewritten and published under different languages... Or different versions. Or totally different and new words from a god which may not be of God... Or inspired by god... Or... Let me stop there, because I could go on and on and on. But the latest that's been done--choosing the name of Jesus Christ, and mixing it with violence into Christian Nationalism, to demand obedience, loyalty, and honor to other than the one and only I Am is, I use the word, blasphemous (I didn't wait on what word God might give me)... What about disrespecting God Our Creator! As simple as that. I know it and 99% of all people know it. God's created us with Free Will and many chose Barabbas instead of Jesus...
He GAVE HIS SON and some still chose a criminal life... MY thought in wondering, right now, has He given up? But His Spirit speaks and I am comforted in knowing He has Not. His Love is Supreme. But He points out to me, daily, that my mind is full of information based upon a life of Living with Jesus as my Savior.
My Testimony MUST, at this point in Time, Speak of just how sad I know He IS that we have not yet learned even to love our neighbors which is the only thing that Christ asked of us...
Listen to the words of this song that I've sung solo many times, and in my head many more times... In the last decade, I've been feeling isolated. I was told by a trusted friend that if I was a Christian I must be Republican! Where and when did politics become part of my life with God?!! I rejected that immediately. I cried to have lost someone I still love but had to pull away from for my own health. Then my niece called and asked if I wanted to have her daughter help me as I was moving into a number of surgeries ahead... I quickly said yes, and have received God's Family that He knew I needed... A young girl in her 20s who is totally in sync with all that I believe (or at least willing to get to know what I think and consider it rather than immediately judging my words). I've been an introvert all my life, but I excelled in the business world where I talked professionally with many people and knew I was being accepted as being a responsible, informed individual. I was recognized as the person God had created by the professional world at least until the end...but politics was to split the family? I could not deal with it... I quickly said I Love God More... and separated from that individual and any other who try to say that the republican party is God's choice... It simply is a lie and a use of God in the latest scam attempted to rule the world...
I feel like I'm preaching now, LOL Anyway, This is God's World! The Great I Am, The Savior--I chose Him and He never turned His back on me, even when I did that to Him... He was always around, nudging, sending messages through music, books... I had to find my way to a firm stand. It's taken 80 years for me.
Please don't take that long is my only final thought. My life has been an overall good life with My Lord. The World's people have often not been as kind as our Father, our Creator... Many have again chosen Barabbas, a Criminal, a Conman to be their golden god. He is not real. He is a puppet of others who chose gold, riches and power over God's Love and Truth... Money in itself is needed. Greed for money and power corrupts. Money means little to me as something to be desired. God's Love and Truth fulfills my personal set of needs.
When you realize that God is a part of you, it is a realization that indeed God resides in each of us and able to hear His Words. Love and Truth. When we see anything contrary? Our Mind, through God's Truth and Love, opens to what is really true...
Through history and all that has happened, so many people cry out for peace, for food, for shelter, for protection... there has always been those who said No... But, now, right now, all parts of the world are looking at their neighbors, wanting what they have, as if that is the most important thing in the world... Hating, stealing the lives of others...
While ignoring the Creator who has blessed Earth with all that it has...
Like I learned from Spock - that is Illogical~
I guess my priorities were not the rights ones... LOL... The dream about writing my testimony was last week... I was writing the same day on my other dreams... My writing a testimony at my age, after never having made one, seemed dauntless... so I do what many of us do, I procrastinated... Well, you see what happened... I woke again early and was given my first song. As I began to sing it in my mind, I was given an urge--go listen to it now...of course it was not spoken words, merely the Holy Spirit urging, as usual... I've accomplished what He wanted--to tell my life story of Living with Him, My Father... Living with Jesus, My Friend... and Living with His Spirit within my mind and body.
As I said, I wanted to give a little bit of drama, by sharing the full experience, as much as can be shared in words humans speak. God doesn't speak words, does He? Yet if you Listen and are open to Hear, you will KNOW God's Words of Love and Truth.
This then is indeed, my relationship with God... My Testimony... It is now 6:27... 1/14/2026; I was born 3/8/1945...
My full name is Glenda (after my father) Ann (After an Aunt) Bixler. My father was of German descent. My Mother was of German descent--Ellenberger. When I was born right after Hitler had tried to rule the world as is being seen right now by a number of autocrats, when I asked my mother about my background, she quickly said "you are American!" and I knew the subject was closed and never asked for more information.
At this time, I have come to feel a great urgency to protect the claim of my mother that I am an American, Land of the Free... I pray it remains... Yes, I fear another world war is being attempted... The World is being divided by rich madmen--they are not sane to propose killing people to gain ownership of land that belongs to God's People - All People!!!!!
Stopping for breakfast... Back to Proofread and publish later...
Open YouTube and find this video immediately... I had breakfast as normal with The Last Word...which, also talked about Minnesota...
Now, some people might question that I turn to the world immediately after my Testimony about Living with Jesus...
Truthfully, I don't see why...
Have I not already been working to document Truth about what is happening in the United States with the republican administration? In fact, did I not include that it was in 2015--not immediately after I have retired--that I was being pulled to bring God into my conversations?
I met this retired pastor through reading his book. He happens to live in Minnesota... Are you beginning to see the connections that are routinely come about?
Take for instance, my own identified connection about why Minnesota has been such a hot bed for ICE... I have not seen this in any news but, consider this...
The Governor of Minnesota ran against Trump for VP
Since Kamala pulled out everything for now...
Trump's ONLY retribution target therefore was
that man who partnered with Kamala
and who happened to live in Minnesota!
And... The Coach was VERY Popular...
He's a very nice guy...
Too nice not to seek vengeance against
if you are DJT who now has the power...
I guess what I want to point out, if I really need to for those who are routinely following my blog(s) is that God is really living TODAY! He's involved... He's speaking to people all over the world to ensure that protests are made, hopefully not the violent ones on each part of the fight...
PLEASE CONSIDER THIS...
MATTHEW 25:40
And the King shall answer and say unto them, ‘Verily I say unto you, inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these My brethren, ye have done it unto Me.
I have purposely chosen continued use of the connection I've seen wheren right at the beginning when God was offering His Son... There were people who chose Barabas, a Criminal...
There may be a Hell, There may be a Satan... There may be some cosmic constant fight between God and Satan... If any is true, I have already rejected it by accepting Christ as my Savior. If it is not true, but merely parables used to illustrate such things as "connections" for learning purposes... I've learned which is right and wrong. I know I would never have chosen Barabbas... I know that God is alive and Well watching as people are being tortured on the streets of a country that, originally, evangelical christians claimed were to be dedicated to Christianity... Well, we've seen what that decision to support Trump and the republican party has done, haven't we...? This is my daily life--it is part of my testimony...
Just as God is Living, I am still living in a world where criminals who chose to be criminals are living as well... It is a lie for anybody to say The Devil Made Me Do It... even if there is a devil... GOD gave us Free Will as He was creating us. Each of us must choose to want peace if we are ever to have peace...
Do you realize that there are more war areas now in the World then in history? Or maybe it seems like that to me since DJT is claiming the entire world for one reason or another. Both hemispheres are involved. Wars may have been larger. But there are MORE MEN who are choosing to go to war for selfish reasons--for power. This time, the youngest country developed as the United States of America is included. Our leader has chosen personal war against everybody, every country, every person. I believe, yes, that he is mentally incompetent to be in this position, due to the life he's lived, plus a christian group selecting a criminal (Barabbas) to be the leader to use for their own selfish desires... When governmental police at all levels are fighting in the streets, when there is no real need, there is something seriously wrong
This, then, is also a part of my Testimony. I will continue to cry out for those in need, for all neighbors who are all of God's creations... What is happening can never be said to be happening at God's direction.
I speak because I was asked to share about my relationship with God Our Father... I will be sharing one particular supernatural story and several other smaller ones at a later time. These were "documentation" to answer my doubt and confirm that I was indeed communicating with My Father who is in Heaven...
Others have provided testimony that all men are Created Equal by God
Nonviolence is the answer...
This is the exact opposite of what is happening now
which includes all the earlier fights will be deleted from History
if it succeeds.
IT MUST NOT SUCCEED...
We Will Fight Against Evil As Long as Necessary...
...And the lion and the lamb shall sit down together...
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