Hello Darkness...my old nightmare... Will We Ever Talk Together Again? Vote Truth and Love! Open Memoir
When I wake up very early in the morning and be in the middle of a discussion during work hours from about 20 years ago, I have to wonder, now what? This time I turned over and went back to sleep only to wake hours later in the same type of work conversations... So I began to explore...what's happening in life that has brought back PTSD nightmares--remembering the confusion and anger that led me to realize I had no choice but to retire, earlier than I'd planned. I had been fortunate in my career, loving the work I was doing as I moved from office to office, getting promoted, better pay... Until I was promoted into a position that was beyond the clerical roles there... To a boss who taught me what was needed to centralize classroom scheduling and management for an entire campus... Something you must learn on the job, since there is no training, at least at that time... Again, I was loving it, gaining knowledge, working with faculty and deans and the Provost for Instruction, wi...